I had this dream…
I felt it…
It was LOVE.
I don’t know who ‘he’ was…
Or what he looked like…
But he was there!
The love, passion and respect were present.
The feelings of putting someones elses needs before your own were there.
This time someone (he) was putting me first!
This time someone (he) had my back!
This time someone (he) was taking care of me!
He said “I love you so much girl” and in my dream he truly meant it. My heart melted – I felt it! It was intense.
I couldn’t see his face.
I didn’t know his name.
I saw no colour; no shape; I just knew he was right there next to me 🙂
We were sitting next to each other; arm in arm on a stoop.
In that moment I knew he had me just as much as I had him.
We were sitting there watching others, but our eyes were only on each other; as if no one else around us existed.
I could feel the intense love and saw the honesty in his dark eyes; showing me those feelings in my dream.
But then……….I woke up….
I felt so very sad 🙁
I realized whomever he was is not yet present in my life. Whomever he was has not made his presence known to me.
Maybe this dream happened because Valentines Day is fast approaching and I have always loved this day, but truly understand all to well how commercialized it is. Everyday you should so someone how much they care. You can do this in small ways and not have to spend all this money. Valentines Day is an over exzaggerated emphasis on ‘stuff’. However, to be honest, sometimes I enjoy a small something even if the thing cost $1. It’s all about thought. Hey…I’m a woman and it’s nice to feel special every now and again. Don’t get it twisted, I would totally do the same for my special someone too. It’s who I am 🙂
Anyways….my dream tells me that the love I desire and long for exists. Whoever he was will eventually show – I need to have faith and patience in that dream and in those feelings. For now…..I live.
Happy Valentines Day To All (or not)!!! LoL.